Okay, another use for keeping up the d-land stuff: The super private things you don't want anyone to know.

I called a private detective about trying to locate my daughter's father. It's along shot in the dark and it will cost me quite a few hundred dollars but at least I will have tried. I'm so kicking my ass right now, but at 16 and pregnant and scared and rejected I honestly thought that no contact was the best thing to do. I also kind of thought that I'd get married while The Kid was still young and wouldn't never have to cross this "real dad" bridge, but I do.

What's a former teenage ho to do?